Hard to Say Goodbye

there is one thing that i hate most about college. not the fact that is it crazy expensive, but the fact that it forces people to move away and be separated. i only have very little time to spend time with patty and anna before they leave to boston for harvard. freaking smart ass girls! today was patty's goodbye dinner at CPK. i really enjoyed the food there and the time i spent with my friends! we were at emerville until like 10 pm, listening to singers sing. after they finished singing, we took alot of pictures with kevin's expensive camera. if i have them i might post it up. after wards, we went to abby's house and played charades. i was already getting tired until abby gave me some starbucks coffee and i became wide awake. thats probably the reason why i am awake, 1:52 am, typing this blog. my head hurts a little so whatever i might say later, might or might not make any sense. btw. Jonathan is cool <--- he asked me to do that. LAME!!!

back to the topic of saying goodbye. i believes its not goodbye until someone dies. Extreme but whatever. i know that people are going thier separate directions, but that does not mean we are separating from EACH OTHER. hear that? we will always be the one and only PANDA! it's hard to say goodbye. thats why we dont. when winter break comes along, they will come back and we will be chilling like a villian like old times. things will not change yah hear me?? saturday and sunday. we still got time with each other.

i am really hungry right now. but i do not want to stop. i feel the need to write more and more. i think this is the only time when i actually do something productive online. usually, when i am online i watch youtube videos or go on myspace and facebook. myspace, a site i go on like almost everyday, is dying on me. there are alot of people that i know that still uses it therefore i will continue using it because i dont want to grow away from them. i think i have ADD ( attention deficit disorder) because i am changing topics constantly. like what i am doing right now. once again, i will go back to my initial topic, goodbyes. even though it is not goodbye, i will miss you patty and! like Anh saids, even though the people who lives close to the bay and hang out, in the back of our minds we say "if only patty was here". we care and love you so much! like PANDA SISTERS!

btw. Jonathan is pretty cool! haha I'll miss him when i go to college too!


and anna! i did not forget about you. i will write it when the time gets closer and closer and when my emotions will begin to build up!