Late at night

i can't sleep for some reason, so i thought i might as well write something. today was a very productive day of doing nothing but eat, sleep, and internet. in addition, i got to clean my room. as i am typing this, i am also listening to my all time favorite song, ALONE by CLAUDE KELLY. this song, unlike most other songs, isn't about love. it's about the world and how everyone is for themselves and alone. there is no love or respect in this world. speaking of love, i am very content with my love life right now. even though i joke about wanting a boyfriend, i honestly don't right now. i am more focus on other things that are affecting me now. like how my panda girls are moving and are separated because of stupid college. don't get me wrong, college is pretty cool, but its making everything harder. why couldn't college be like another grade level and not have people split up. i see my panda girls putting up blogs and updates about how we will always be together and that we will spend more and more time, it makes me really happy that they all care about each other. i never thought that going to college was going to be this hard. i am excited, i really am. but even with this excitement comes tears and painful goodbyes. to me, it is just a vacation from each other because we will still be able to meet up and be together.

anyways, on a better note, i want to talk about college. i am going to a school with millions of bikes. i am scared that i will get a bike ticket. LAME. but this college city has such things. WEIRD. since i will still be 17, i need to be extra careful because they get fined more money. i really do hope that i have an amazing experience at college. every time i see 11:11 0'clock, i wish for that all the times and plus a whole other bunch of things that i wish. i dont want to jinx anything, but i think that i will have a really good time at davis because i have my two girls with me. we will argue and possibly get annoyed of each other, but that will only make our relationship stronger. i promise i will try to be as neat and organized as i can girls! haha.

p.s i still need to go college shopping. i have to buy sheets and blankets. OMG i can't wait for move in day now! it's going to be so much excitement! finding out who lives where. and just meeting new people. and i hope the RA is a boy. hahah. just kidding! no guy thoughts. haha. no seriously. anyways, i will be heading to bed now, my eyes are dying on me. GOODNIGHT guys and girls.