I'm READY dude.

it's a friday and i'm sitting here writing this stupid blog because i have no life. haha jk. but seriously though, i'm not doign anything today. i feel lazy. i want to go out. but i kinda dont want to. so indecisive. yes i am. yesterday i went to the hiphop/poetry/theater AYPAL performance. it was pretty good. i loved the play. it reminds me of the good o' days. it feels like just yesterday when i was on the same stage performing that skit. i miss it so much. what i miss most was the people that i shared them good times with.

i can't believe i will be leaving in less than 7 days. it's scary! but i am SOOO READDY. i honestly can't wait to leave and embark on a new journey with my girls. it will be an adventure of our life. College. the title already scares me.. but it also excites me! staying home makes me want to leave and go to college. but when i'm with my friends and the people i like and care about, i makes me not want to leave. i told my friend i wanted to be younger so i didn't have to leave. that i wanted to say young longer and not have to worry about the future and life. being young is awesome because the older you are, the more responsibility you have. and that harder life is. i wish i can bring all my friends with me to college, but all i can bring are pictures and memories. thnk god im not going to college too far from home because i would be sadder than i would be. at least i can come back and visit on weekends.