Patty in Harvard

you hoebag! i can't believe you're actually gone. away from the bay and out of california. even though you are in harvard, know that you will always be a part of us panda. did u thought that we weren't gonna go with you to the airport? silly! we have to be there no matter what. no rain, no thunder, no earthquake can stop us. when anh called us to say that she, abby, kevin, and leo weren't gonna come, it devasted all of us! when we actually found out it was a lie, we were happy! i know that today was the toughest day for you, saying goodbye and crying a river along with everyone else. i know it's been a tough few weeks for you, but know that no matter what, nothing will change and that we will always be there for you! i know that you worry about going away far and that we as a group will grow apart, but you dont need to worry. i know that we all will grow old together, and have babies at the same time so that our babies will be friends. haha. btw. don't forget the mansion that you said you're gonna buy for all of us to live in. each family get their own chamber. haha. anyways. i hope you like what you see when you turn on the camera! (upload it because i didn't really got to see it that well) and the notes will put in your laptop! gosh. we are gonna miss you so much. it already feels different without you here. HAVE FUN IN COLLEGE! STUDY HARD BUT PARTY EVEN HARDER! LIKE YOU ALWAYS SAY!

My own Laptop

i think i am hooked. as in H-O-O-K-E-D! someone get me off my laptop ASAP. it's only been a week and my laptop is my new best friend. JK. nothing can replace my friends. that's why when nancy came over here, i ditched this son of a laptop to go shopping with her. my sisters, nancy, and i went to stoneridge mall. sadly, i am still broke, therefore everything at the mall was beyond my reach to have. i tend to use my camera a lot and record people of guard. my brothers and sisters. but my brother eventually found out and forced me to delete them because it could have embarrassed him. after we got back from shopping, nancy wanted to sing karaoke. nancy, for someone who lives and breath chinese, sang the song "nguoi ai va toi em phai chong". she is getting alot better. i am a pretty darn good teacher if i say myself. haha jk. seriously, with a few hundred more attempts, she's gonna be pro at this song and out beat me with my own language.

back to the topic of my laptop and the camera, i recorded nancy without her knowing. since nancy does not have a blog, she might not be able to see it. which is good. i won't get my butt kicked by her. here it is :





this blog is short. but the video should make it up! haha. good night!

Hard to Say Goodbye

there is one thing that i hate most about college. not the fact that is it crazy expensive, but the fact that it forces people to move away and be separated. i only have very little time to spend time with patty and anna before they leave to boston for harvard. freaking smart ass girls! today was patty's goodbye dinner at CPK. i really enjoyed the food there and the time i spent with my friends! we were at emerville until like 10 pm, listening to singers sing. after they finished singing, we took alot of pictures with kevin's expensive camera. if i have them i might post it up. after wards, we went to abby's house and played charades. i was already getting tired until abby gave me some starbucks coffee and i became wide awake. thats probably the reason why i am awake, 1:52 am, typing this blog. my head hurts a little so whatever i might say later, might or might not make any sense. btw. Jonathan is cool <--- he asked me to do that. LAME!!!

back to the topic of saying goodbye. i believes its not goodbye until someone dies. Extreme but whatever. i know that people are going thier separate directions, but that does not mean we are separating from EACH OTHER. hear that? we will always be the one and only PANDA! it's hard to say goodbye. thats why we dont. when winter break comes along, they will come back and we will be chilling like a villian like old times. things will not change yah hear me?? saturday and sunday. we still got time with each other.

i am really hungry right now. but i do not want to stop. i feel the need to write more and more. i think this is the only time when i actually do something productive online. usually, when i am online i watch youtube videos or go on myspace and facebook. myspace, a site i go on like almost everyday, is dying on me. there are alot of people that i know that still uses it therefore i will continue using it because i dont want to grow away from them. i think i have ADD ( attention deficit disorder) because i am changing topics constantly. like what i am doing right now. once again, i will go back to my initial topic, goodbyes. even though it is not goodbye, i will miss you patty and! like Anh saids, even though the people who lives close to the bay and hang out, in the back of our minds we say "if only patty was here". we care and love you so much! like PANDA SISTERS!

btw. Jonathan is pretty cool! haha I'll miss him when i go to college too!


and anna! i did not forget about you. i will write it when the time gets closer and closer and when my emotions will begin to build up!

8 Is Enough!

"We love this country too much to let the next four years look like the last 8 years. 8 is enough" - Obama

I can't believe i sat through an hour of the democratic convention. when i sat down to watch it. i couldn't stop staring at the tv. it was an inspiring speech. i usually dislike politics because, well because of the government class and the history class that i took in high school. long and boring lectures just mess up my opinions of the government. when i watch these conventions about the presidential elections, it is SO much more interesting. i rather talk about this than about what happened and how the government works. blah. anyways. as i was watching, i start to like him more and more. McCain is next week and i am interested in what he will have to say even though i don't support him. can't wait!

changing topics, my DAD. when i was watching, my dad makes stupid remarks. he was a big hilary cliton fan. not that be even knows much about her beliefs and policies. sometimes i just wish my dad isn't racist. i admit, alot of asian parents are racist, but come on, the world isn't going to get better with all these bad attitudes. "what good is the heart if it dont' have love in it? what good are your eyes if you ain't got vision, what good is the world if we can't all fit in. see all along we ain't that different. love and pain, we share the same feelings" - ALONE by claude kelly. this quote is always stuck in me. i really like it. but backt to my dad. he's that typical asian racist. i know that everyone has a little bit of racism in them, but my dad is just crazy. he doens't like obama because he's black. dude. get over it. he'll probably become our president. hopefully. but yeah. i love my dad. i couldn't have ask for a more perfect one. even though he does have alot of flaws. he still has a good heart. and i am very grateful to be his daughter.

today was san francisco with the girls. dude. i've been so broke these past couple of days/weeks. we ate at the cheesecake factory for Diana's birthday! HAPPY BIRHTDAY BEAUTIFUL! it was really good. i finally finished my food faster than abby and anh! woah! but anyways. tommorow is patricia's goodbye dinner at CPK. i can't believe i only have one more day with that hoebag! JK Patty! loves yah! you're a true panda! and will always be a part of me! I'll miss your horrible pole dancing and your slowness to every joke. i hope harvard sucks so you'll come back to the bay area! JK i really do hope you have a fun time at harvard and meet alot of cool and nice people that won't make you do crazy things. even though you probably would be the one to make them do crazy things! you're a HORRIBLE influences! JK you know i love you! you inspire me to work hard, but party harder! haha no. but really you're really good at balancing your fun time and work time. I'll miss you! don't forget about me!

A New Bet

Anh. remember that bet we made at champa garden for 10 cents? yeah. i forgot what it was about. seems like these days, i have been making a lot of bets and i've won some and lost some. some bets are unmentionable others are just dumb. so far, i bet anh that i will stay single longer than her, and who ever loses, lose 10$. or was it 50$? i forgot because we will change it recently. we were both close to losing this bet but that's over now. we got a whole 4 yeah worth of college time. i dont know what it is but we seem to be able to control this aspect of our life really well. even though i dont know if it's a good thing since we dont usually follow our feelings when we do like someone. we are strong. but are we? im not too sure. but w.e boys are trouble and heartache anyways. haha. anyways, on to the bets. the sober bet. 5$. first one to get drunk loses. this i can definately win. ahaha. alcohol tastes nasty. 2 bets on patty. i won one. and anh won one. lols. but it was only 10 cent bets. other bets. lets see i won a bet against danny about who's older, 200 fly! boyee! hahaha. and also the aim bet, who ever laughs or lol or hahah loses. he lost. i get boba! and first to drink at college buys steak. i'll win. definately.

i want to switch topic and talk about my brother. although he can be extremely annoying, mean, and cruel, he's really cool sometimes. as some knows, my brother is overprotective. he doesn't let me take the bus sometimes. he opens the internet to show me where all the rapest and predators live at around our neighboorhood. and it's alot. 0.0. he doesnt let me go outside without covering my whole body! but yeah i guess he's being careful? iono. but anywyas. i made a bet with him today. it's a pretty big one. i bet that he will not be a millionaire in ten years. if i lose i become a servant for a year. if i win and he doesn't become a millionaire, he becomes my servant for life. this bet is crazy. he's making me sign a contract. will he actually sue his own sister for breaking it?? yes. he said. dude's crazy. well if he do win, i get to live in a millionaire's house. its a win win situation for me.

anyways. i want to talk more about him and his theory. he believes that guys and girls can't be friends. is it true?? no. i totally disagree with him. i dont know what guy thinks but i believe guys and girls can be friends without having more than friendship feelings. i guess that there are some truth in this words, maybe some guys are like that. but then again, you can't smack all the guys together and say that they are all think the same, like saying they all have sperms. but anyways, friends are friends to me. and i dont believe him even though there are cases that are like that. afterall, he is a guy and he thinks that way. btw my brother is like 23. i'll end this for now.

Late at night

i can't sleep for some reason, so i thought i might as well write something. today was a very productive day of doing nothing but eat, sleep, and internet. in addition, i got to clean my room. as i am typing this, i am also listening to my all time favorite song, ALONE by CLAUDE KELLY. this song, unlike most other songs, isn't about love. it's about the world and how everyone is for themselves and alone. there is no love or respect in this world. speaking of love, i am very content with my love life right now. even though i joke about wanting a boyfriend, i honestly don't right now. i am more focus on other things that are affecting me now. like how my panda girls are moving and are separated because of stupid college. don't get me wrong, college is pretty cool, but its making everything harder. why couldn't college be like another grade level and not have people split up. i see my panda girls putting up blogs and updates about how we will always be together and that we will spend more and more time, it makes me really happy that they all care about each other. i never thought that going to college was going to be this hard. i am excited, i really am. but even with this excitement comes tears and painful goodbyes. to me, it is just a vacation from each other because we will still be able to meet up and be together.

anyways, on a better note, i want to talk about college. i am going to a school with millions of bikes. i am scared that i will get a bike ticket. LAME. but this college city has such things. WEIRD. since i will still be 17, i need to be extra careful because they get fined more money. i really do hope that i have an amazing experience at college. every time i see 11:11 0'clock, i wish for that all the times and plus a whole other bunch of things that i wish. i dont want to jinx anything, but i think that i will have a really good time at davis because i have my two girls with me. we will argue and possibly get annoyed of each other, but that will only make our relationship stronger. i promise i will try to be as neat and organized as i can girls! haha.

p.s i still need to go college shopping. i have to buy sheets and blankets. OMG i can't wait for move in day now! it's going to be so much excitement! finding out who lives where. and just meeting new people. and i hope the RA is a boy. hahah. just kidding! no guy thoughts. haha. no seriously. anyways, i will be heading to bed now, my eyes are dying on me. GOODNIGHT guys and girls.

First Day Of School

today is the first day of school. HIGHSCHOOL AT LEAST. who am i kidding? i'm a college student now and school doesn't start until september 26. that's like a whole nothing month. that means summer is just getting started. but then again, everyone has school, and it's not the same. people will be busy and all my davis people is all i got left. having another month sounds pretty cool, i can chill and relax, but at the same time, i have to suffer by seeing people leave for college, and that's pretty bad. i really do hope that college life will be a fun experience, i'm excited and at the same time scared and nervous. the best thing about college is that i got two panda girls with me, ANH and ABBY, in addition to the other friends i already have and have made. I honestly wish summer would pass by real quick when everyone did already left for college. that way, i wouldn't be bored out of my mind.

so anyways. today is the first day of school. oakland tech high school. i mentioned before. I will be going back to the high school that i love oh so much. Although there wasn't much excitement or participation going on in that school, i met the people that i really will cherish for the rest of my life. even though we are seperating, we will never let a little distant come in between our friendship. Like i always said, we stick together like sticky rice. When everyone comes back for winter break, we will have those "sex and the city" girls sit down and talk about our lives and what's to come. in addition to meeting the best people there, i have also met the best teachers there! i know a lot of people will disagree with my choice of best teachers, but honestly, they are to me. mr. merrill and mr. harris! my engineering teacher and my geometry/ap calculus ab and bc teacher. it's because of them that i don't have a straight 4.0 ( and some other reasons) but you know what? it's okay because they are really cool. merrill, his class is always interesting, all the years that i've had in his class, i've managed to learn new things and create cool projects. my first project, i only had a second. the second project, descriptive geometry, i had nadda at state. and for my senior year architect, i was surprised! i got a first and an outstanding award. wow. but anyways.

i mentioned above that high school didn't have that much excitement but i realized that i did. swim team, end of the year pool party, aypal, end of the year project rush, mock trial. SO these things are dorky nerdy things, but it was still extremely fun and i wouldn't trade it in for anything. I'll end my blog here. I have school to go to soon, in like a few minutes!

Second Time

I honestly have no idea what to write or where to start with this thing. Anh told me to get one so she can read the stuff I have to say but I already tell her everything that happens in my life. But yeah, i just made one just in case I need to say something that I can't tell her face to face even though I doubt it will ever happen. *KNOCKS on Wood*

I guess I'll just follow Anh's advice to just write about my day. So it's pretty early in the morning. Well actually it's only 12 something, but whatever. I'm going to go to Stoneridge later today with Huy I think. That dude is obsess with shopping. SERIOUSLY. He shops way more than me.

Anyways, I should be getting ready and get something eat because I'm super hungry. I wanted to type more about something else I'll let that be to next time. You GOTTA wait anh, although I'm sure you know already. haha.

My First Time

Hi! just testing.