One year Later

This exact day, when everything came crashing down on my life. It was a year ago and i still can't believe how fast things came and go. It felt like it was only a few months ago when that incident happened. Sometimes a part of me think that it will never go away. Things that happen, little things bring back that stupid part of my life. I would tell what it is, but it's too private. All i can say is that it is about my family. But it's all over now. I just wanted to blog to say that I'm glad it is history and hopefully forgotten. But in my mind, I dont think i can. But whatever, all is forgiven and kinda maybe hopefully forgotten. 2008, a year of bad and good things. It started off with so much pain, but ending with love. There's always going to be good and bad, which makes life, LIFE.

Anyways, on to a better note, today is Patty's late birthday celebration. The plan is to hit up a strip club, and then dinner and then new year eve's celebration thing, iono. Anh was telling me how once the clock hits 12 am for new year, people grabs other people to kiss. haha. Anh and I were talking how we dont have anyone to kiss, how sad. =( but we can always kiss each other...on the cheeks! yay! haha. so another year go by, the same story. lol. jk. i'm happy. But yeah... I need to find money pronto! ASAP! fast! grr! i hate how money is so important. lol

btw, here is my new year's resolution !

- study harder and more
- spend less
- get a job?
- swim more
- arc more
- be nicer... even tho i'm already HELLA nice. haha
- eat more fruites/vegetables
- get a lincense ( getting closer)
- sleep early
- draw
- lalala
- more but i'll keep it to myself. hahaa. <3

Finally, after how long?

it's like 1: 41 am right now and i'm finally writing a blog. it's been a while. just want to catch up on my life? haha i dont know. but anyways. today i went to oakland tech to visit my old school friends. i was most excited to see my BFFs jordan and alexis! even though they are extremely mean to me sometimes, they are pretty awesome! we better go eat tommorow cus right now i am starving.

when i went in the room, i was so sad cus i thought my architecture project wasn't hung up! i looked everywhere for it, around the back where most of the projects are.. turns out it was in the front! yay! i was hella happy!

anyways, the day before that, i hung out with smartass anna from harvard. she totally changed her style of dressing, but she's still anna. she's like having a blast at harvard. partying like a wild beast! omg. i wanna see her "grinding" on some guy. lols. i remember when she felt hella quilty the first time she ever did it. haha. anyways. we went to berkeley and saw Nancy! she still had finals so we couldn't do much! but it was nice seeing her again. Patty girl i still need to see her!

the day before that, i went to sanjose for alvin and bryan's birthday. we went to the christmas in the park. i realized that i have been there before. lol. but it was fun seeing friends from davis and getting to know people better.

anyways. i was talking to gene and he brought up a very funny request. for me to get a boyfriend already.. haha. thnks gene. you made my day. but he sorta makes a point. i pull myself away most of the time because im scared... but this time i'm doing it for another reason. anyways. i can't wait to see my bffs again today. just wanna catch up.

btw. i'm done with my panda girl sketch. on to my next subject. who/ what can it be?? lols